How do you know this? I'm sorry, but I'm really having a hard time grasping this whole concept. No one's ever felt that way about me outside my family. I've never felt this way either. It's like it only gets worse, you know? How do you know love is real? I mean I really do like this, I just.... don't have faith.
Well, I have loved my husband since I was 13 and he has loved me since he was 14. I am 21, he 22. I honestly do not see our love ever failing. I have also watched my parents be married for 20+ years (and continuing), along with grandparents who were married for 55 years until they passed away and aunts and uncles who have been with their spouses since high-school.
Love may be hard to find, and it definitely takes an unbelievable amount of work to keep in good condition (which is why I, personally, feel people have such a hard time believing in it - their lack of ability to be selfless and properly MAINTAIN a loving relationship), but it most definitely exists and is worth every bit of work and struggle involved.
I'm not trying to argue, I'm really not, but it just seems hopeless to me. I'm not society's face of pretty. I actually have hips and breasts while the whole anorexic look is in. I also don't really care about fashion or cover my face with layers of makeup. I'm not confident, I have a LOT of baggage, and I'm pretty sure I'm bipolar. It's pretty much hopeless for me.
I am neither anorexic or endowed with curves. So you've got more than I do. I don't follow fashion or wear makeup and am also what most people would classify as bipolar. Everyone has their issues. You don't have to be perfect to find your perfect match. But without any belief in its existence you have a much lower chance of finding it because you close yourself off to it. Just saying.
But still. It depends on the day. Some days, I want to kill myself. Other days, I want to kill others. Other days, I'm just.... there. Who in their right minds would want that?
Love may be hard to find, and it definitely takes an unbelievable amount of work to keep in good condition (which is why I, personally, feel people have such a hard time believing in it - their lack of ability to be selfless and properly MAINTAIN a loving relationship), but it most definitely exists and is worth every bit of work and struggle involved.
Some days, I want to kill myself.
Other days, I want to kill others.
Other days, I'm just.... there.
Who in their right minds would want that?
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I love how yours is so simple. Love the light at the bottom